Rinse, Wash, Repeat June 07, 2021

Its been 6 months 13 days since October 25, 2020, since my soulmate officially passed.

Its been 6 months 25 days since October 13, 2020 since soulmate technically passed.

Between October 13 and October 25 I saw “Bye” on three license plates.

Bye Bye Bye

This grieving process I am not running away from. I want my heart to heal and for that I need to feel.

The truth is I know my soulmate continues because I’ve seen it so.

So one of my goals is to cleanse my spirit of excess emotions (wash, rinse, repeat) by experiencing the grieving process as truly as I can.

At some point I know I will be able to pause and realize I’ve met the goal. I’ll realize I am authentically me and I’m experiencing my authentic self with feelings that are not excessive, and are only mine.

That is the gift. That is my act of honoring what was, what is, and what is to be.

I’ve had several past lifetimes where I didn’t process grief in a healthy manner. In these lifetimes I ignored the feelings and stuffed them out of sight in order to continue raising a family or because the pain is painful. So I thank our Heavenly Father, our Creator, for another chance for this soul to accomplish this little feat in this lifetime. And boy oh boy, what a gift, a priceless gift of multi-dimensional love that was offered and provided to me by my soulmate. Thank You! Huzzah!

I want my #heart to heal and for that I need to #feel. I’ve had several past lifetimes where I didn’t process #grief in a #healthy manner. This is my chance to do it!

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